These two words I could hear again, after I had fallen quite heavily in the person who gives to me recently, these words contain.
It is painful to hear that man is "only" sympathetic and otherwise no feelings arising out of their opponent. I get the grade back tears when I'm writing this off so strange as it may, I even enjoy.
If someone has opened and this man can in his heart, that is something very soulful, can hardly reach a different feeling.
love and pain - this is not just a song of doctors, but also something that really belong together: Love is in pain.
This is an eternal cycle, just like life and death and how death is part of life, the pain is always to love and therefore we are all masochistic. For without this masochism, we expose probably never more than once that pain. The first love would be the only and I would be really sad.
As I said before, I enjoy this pain right now even, but not because I was particularly masochistic, but because it is all that is left over from this love. All that is this wonderful feeling exists does indeed hurt now, but the memory of it at the same time beautiful. Because the pain is yes only because people are reminded of the good times they spend together and those times were as pleasant and as I also revel, along with the pain, through these wonderful memories and enjoy the time again.
arise definitely in tears that are a bit more just to do so. But I do anyway in the eternal love. Love can only be "forever" would be when died early. So I'm probably subconsciously always been prepared to this point in time where love is in pain.
And now I wonder if maybe this is exactly my problem. I am by this unconscious preparation did not allow the situation in something greater than a short sharp affair?
sheeting I myself the great love, as I am already beginning to prepare mentally prepared that it eventually comes to an end?
Maybe. But what I can change it even if this is so?
then I expect an answer. Rather, I would like to show others that it always goes on and who knows, one day may come after all the bells ;-)
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