I see alcohol as a major problem and this morning it is especially close to me, because I had to recognize that not just one but three a person who is very important to me, a problem with just that. One of them has
the problem for a long time and looks of course would not accept that a problem exists. But because this person I've known for a long time and since I know them, has also said problem, I am very sensitive when it comes to alcohol. A burnt child might say. Unfortunately I did not realize until late that the excessive alcohol consumption has said person moves, so also, I am here today and perhaps over-sensitive.
Yet I can not help but to worry when I see that two other people around me more and more access to this drug, but they will probably share this view hardly.
One might simply call almost nervous breakdown that I suffered this morning at 9am. However, it would have been one, I could write again this is not well here. Speak directly to the said person is probably not make much sense and I am currently also simply too angry to be capable of a sensible conversation. Anger, sadness, helplessness, all that I feel the same and that ...
I hope now that at least the two people who still have a chance to do better, read this and understand what they do to me at least, but certainly different. But it is the matter of nature, that addicts do not see to be addictive.
Why me before are ultimately perhaps two other contact terminations, which in turn makes me sad and angry at the same time.
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