Sunday, November 29, 2009

فيلم انمى

No to Trans training

reg For some time I am almost just yet. Alleged psychologists, psychiatrists and similar riff-raff who think they should decide how someone should live.

think they know how has a woman or a man to behave to such as / r to be accepted in society. But for

I was all this seems rather a "Trans-school." I like the word tranny is not at all, as a derogatory word that there are few, but for said behavioral therapies I can hardly find a different name. Because what is being asked of me is just ridiculous, and ultimately leads to the fact that I am again pretending that I again put on a spectacle for allegedly not being noticed.

Any indication that I not stand out more since I'm just ME are ignored and even lie on my part explained. Because psychics know it better, to be quite normal and so they know exactly how a woman or a man behaves.

I have already often deliciously amused by this view. But the whole thing to laugh at all sorry, but hit many of them and not have the same strength to resist this nonsense and go your own way.

me that all this will automatically be refused treatment because I am myself and I just do not fill any plate, this is hard and prepared me a lot of worries. But I've been acting for nearly 20 years and have simply had enough of it. I want to finally live out my self and accept only dress code at work - so as all people have - but certainly not in private life. It is nobody's business if I am naked in bed or a man pajamas or wear a negligee.

Nor is someone my sex life to something. I'm an open person and I hardly great taboos, but there is always the opposite to whether I think that man is related to me in terms of (alleged) taboos or whether he would try me auszuquetschen almost. Particularly in the latter case, I will then very quickly stubborn and tell nothing.

I am sorry that the world will dictate to me how I live. Many see me as so revolutionary and even pity me because they think I was going to spend my whole life outside of society. Clearly, many do not like me, but I was never illusions that I could please everyone. Yes, I will not even please the majority. I need but a small circle of select people who keep me. That's all I need. Besides, who among us can claim for your to please all the people to be loved by all people? None. Not one.

The second reason that I refuse a degree is made on the Trans-school that I was considered funny in the male role, as in my Trans role that took part I in my naivety about half a year and thereby nearly lost a very good friend.
But I since I'm putting you on the people react, how I feel is appropriate degree, without thinking what I may say or do now.

Since then of course I am, I'm authentic, and authenticity is ultimately what allows us to be accepted by most others. Who acts as a liar and even if the conduct has lied, is quickly sidelined.

why I say certainly no to a Trans-school as they are from sooo many psychics (for which I have less and less respect left) offered in Germany, Switzerland and probably also Austria and I'm pretty sure that this approach also in many other countries is common.

now I think also that it is the simple overload of the profession. Because they do not manage to "cure" us, do not see this, ergo they try to make us really mad.

Finally, I apologize to the few psychologists and psychiatrists who do not are like that. I'm sure there are those I cherish and a great confidence that it is because he has almost become the last chance to show me that it is reasonable and psychologists are capable of self-criticism. For the following link gave me the rash, with manure to make final conclusion and I think it does much of what is there. Many psychologists can not the simplest things that would be so important for someone who works with people: Criticism of psychology

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Brownie Patch Placement On Sash

Be alert!

I was tonight,
made aware of these singers,
whose message I think is important.

I suddenly nu density, is not intentional but accidental, although so bad, let me stand there and give you the video and its message:



I find Important this because we now that the whole mass of information has to select very well, which we believe to be true and ignore what we have to ultimately form our opinion. Therefore, it is always necessary, cross checking Making the information from various sources in order to ensure the quality of the information. Being of course here is no absolute certainty possible .... unfortunately. In addition, there are more and more, write off of each other and thus must be a cross-comparison can be operated more expensive if the quality is still the same highly desirable.
I therefore hope is always even, that what I write here is of good quality and I will do my best to ensure this.

Sunday, November 8, 2009

Cards Messages For New Baby Twins

What the ... female brain?

As my fellow blogger blogged many times, is at a kind of TS most likely the brain is one of the great causes and I come across evidence suggesting this.

Since I am now moving more in women, it struck me again that I understand them better and they understand me too many times better than it used to be among the men / boys of the case.

Like me since then, if I bring to the language, is also explained again and again, this is not surprising, is the communication between men and women quite differently, and that with my most likely female brain also containing communication difficulties must suffer, when I talk to men - which was played over and led me so constantly before our eyes.

Anyway, there was once again a chat discussion on this subject, led me to dedicate this issue to contribute.

In the course of this discussion I have been in many ways, the eyes open, as there were several situations in my past, respectively, why they eventually became so developed.

example, when I was in the cinema, I could end up usually just say whether I liked the movie or not, technical versions or director's stuff I was interested in rather less, what was with my two best friends differently .. . more or less ... one more, another less ;-)

I was then but are often annoyed that I always explain everything exactly, is why or why not, I liked this or that - in the end it amounted to an ER told me that commented on various things and then either and I said, " Yes, right. " or "no, I did not do that". With a no of course, led back to the fact that I explain myself. What I almost never was ...

Or name ... that's a big thing with me ... uh ... huge problem. I can hardly remember my name, but I usually find it in a roundabout way but out yet who I mean, if the other person knows the person well. This is called memory so far Sorry, not got better * g *

Here are two quotes from the discussion, with the permission of cheap copyists:

Jessica Stephanie Humboldt: angry
Yes they are about us and we do not even at all, with such technical terms we throw around.
songwriter this I could not care whether the brake shoes or collecting thing or snap hook means

Vanita Cabral:
But this networked descriptions of things, the path then that you can not understand men with their more vertical brain and therefore they resent us. We
We need not wonder that we have qualities that men generally be denied completely.

And what is the best.
WE CAN FINALLY TAKE ADVANTAGE!

.....

I am a total bitch (I said that?) And yet I've grown since the switch more "masculine".

As for God's sake, I was there well before? ^ ^

Anyway, I do not trust me now, to represent my opinion. I used to be just like EVERYTHING. A chance to defend myself, I had not before.

particular, the last quotation makes it apply to me, earlier I suppressed everything that was kind of treacherous and hold me back much as possible. Notice was not the best camouflage, so I also added more small.

Dating as an example. Before, I did not dare to be active, I was passive throughout and the occasional active experiments, which were nothing more than to say the least natural disasters. Today, however, I dare to be active, I go sometimes on someone and talk to him / her, what then is either to nem Flirt or just remain a nice conversation. Either way, it was (mostly) pleasant, the comparison to know something.

Sure, now, where has all together slowly and I know who and what I am and I will also slowly realize where I want to go in life when I can be at last I own, ultimately for all Interpersonal is important if it is to work well.

mE Finally, a good summary of what is likely THE explanation at all, for one or the other communication problem between husband and wife.

women solved by means of non-verbal and very little verbal communication pictures of other women who are already in whose head is stored. Whether through experience or character of the brain. Therefore, women can talk about many subjects simultaneously, and require very little verbal communication operate to exchange much information per unit time.

Furthermore, women can communicate and understand emotions without talking. Women just know. In a man to get such pictures is hardly possible to her brain stores mainly facts and does much more extensive than the brain of a woman.

women save more connections, smells, feelings, sensations, and then use this to make clear to men is almost always an impossibility.

As a small Thank you for reading through old when the present contribution, here's a little gift ;-)




Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Ntldr Is Missing Macbook

"normal" problems

On Monday I was again trotting the RAV. This is not about the Red Army organization but the regional placement.

There I learned that the end of my financial support will be a lot sooner than I had previously expected. By 19 January 2010, the last time paid unemployment compensation, then social services would be their turn. I cherish still the hope that I still get a job.

emergency, should I be well "prostitute" but irgendnem lousy paying job and accept, for which I am totally over-qualified. Well, that's life reads constantly and why should it run different about me?

course I looked around and looking for alternatives and a study is in it either way in my life plan but missing me this is simply the money, especially since it ultimately is only a single study that would interest me for over a decade. It is very expensive, highly complex and I'm downright scared of the responsibility that I would take after this course if all of me.

But I still hope that I will someday, somehow fix that I can fulfill my dream and that when I grow only 50 to this.

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Rising Antivirus Free Pro Difference

rape and Interim Report # 3

I was raped several times over the years ... this realization came to me a few minutes.

My completely wrong delivery in hormone levels has forced me to constantly adjust. I was sexually aroused earlier, then had to follow a continuous orgasm. There was no other way, I had to reach the "target".

meaning of the word rape, according to Wikipedia:
"As rape be called certain criminal sexual assault, which persons are exposed against their will."
Granted, it was committed this type the rape, not unless I want to send my testicles in jail - although this idea is not so bad.

Still, it was a sexual assault took place often against my will and to be honest, I feel extremely bad just because of this realization. It is past and something I will hopefully never see again, but right now ... I'm upset this fact.


So now to the positive - my monthly progress report:

puberty 2 / month 3

I am still good with my hormones. It feels constantly correct and that is the bright . Wahnsinn Speaking of ... currently I am a teen as portrayed in each film cheap and drive this one or the other person around me to distraction * g *

I hereby apologize and again as on my current (exceptional) condition * innocent * out gugg

There are no great changes occurred more noticeable breast growth is continuous (rather schmerzbar) and supposedly have my "fertilizer" actions of the scalp have already done something noticeable. I myself see no difference so far, but I flatter myself one.

I do not dare yet to see it as a fact, too good I feel right now the thought of one day to have full hair. So probably my caution, but I have now stepped up my fertilizing and hope to report until next month can testify more accurate.

Speaking of menstrual cycle, I wanted to believe so far, but gradually it seems to be a fact that many (or all) Ultra Feminae a hormone cycle are subjected, as it also have cis-women - which is located at the existing female brain. As for people like us he is not so obvious - even non-bleeding is possible - but it is also difficult to determine if one strong PMS present.

I find my life at present probably as exciting as a teen, all the new impressions and findings, sometimes I feel slightly overwhelmed, but I enjoy it to the fullest :-)