Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Screamin Serpent Gebruiksaanwijzing

addendum to the post: dance of the hormones

I was a very good friend to a very big mistake made aware, of course, what I corrected immediately, so here is the link to the corrected item:
dance of the hormones

addition, a further correction is necessary, but only about my currently administered dose, as this I have varied slightly since the beginning of November. New

dose transdermal estradiol 150mcg
  • , distributed by the day overall

  • progesterone 100mg rectally morning and night to get rid of the resulting Estradioldominanz again and not to create

  • gel I leave right now for about two weeks away, to prevent a possible over-stimulation of the receptors.

It is also my wish to state that I am really happy am and I would like to ask everyone who / know me to understand that not every health problem I have now stems from the hormones.
hormones can do a lot, but they are not at all "to blame".

Saturday, December 5, 2009

Pursuit 2s Wrestling Shoes

bitter reality

Everyone has days when he is face reality and realizes that he can not achieve anything.

I myself had such an experience yesterday. As the dance teacher to the pregnant schoolgirl turned and asked if everything was in order. The student - which I have been in the locker room if her pregnant belly with a clean, bright and thoughtful - it meant that only the tiny people felt in their had made and everything was okay.

shot through me again a stab in my heart. I'm pretty sure, for a woman, there is nothing worse than the knowledge, not to become pregnant. Sure, there are exceptions among us, but the majority feel this inner drive. The reproductive instinct is strong and I am subject to this and it is - especially in such moments as described above - very strong, sometimes so strong that it caused physical pain.

But curiously, he is not strong enough, my wrong body parts, if required of me an act of procreation. On the contrary, this engine requires me to be pregnant. I consider this further evidence that the driver is ultimately the body mapping is assumed and, consequently, can only work this way. Tell me, tell me - will bring the drive to become pregnant and not to father a child, as it logically would be the case with a male BodyMap - with my female BodyMap.

I well remember my "preliminary" phase, it may sound a little strange, but the name it is well aimed. Between 22 and 25, I seemed surrounded by pregnant women or women with prams or young children. At every corner they were everywhere, even in my dreams. At that time the impulse was propagating extreme. At the time this engine would possibly even my BodyMap overloaded, so I'm independent I would "switch plan" propagated by means of impregnating another woman. But even then it would have seemed to me as a betrayal of nature and especially on myself. I am a woman, I can not father children.

That reminds me of just, I often wished fervently that I was infertile, only to a permitted by the Company have reason to, not me mate. This may seem ridiculous, it's every man by society, whether we like diese_r children or not. But let's be realistic about what their parents do not, at some point to be grandparents?

The pressure from this side is sometimes not so small and I hereby apologize from bottom of my heart for my sister that I have this "task" as it were devolved to them. But who knows, maybe some day even a person like me be allowed to adopt children. Another advantage would have it, I could so the diaper change phase skip ;-)

* sigh *

This is only a small consolation for my inability to get pregnant and I wish this fate no woman, so I would like briefly to Dr. Platt's book indicates "Hormone Revolution" where he describes how likely means of adding progesterone, pregnancy, and - when fed throughout pregnancy continued - also a premature birth is unlikely.

Every woman has the right to become pregnant, whether they can or not. But in some cases, the current medical help for me, however, there are (still) no help. Why I will fight all the more that lifted the ban and I may one day adopt baby!

Sunday, November 29, 2009

فيلم انمى

No to Trans training

reg For some time I am almost just yet. Alleged psychologists, psychiatrists and similar riff-raff who think they should decide how someone should live.

think they know how has a woman or a man to behave to such as / r to be accepted in society. But for

I was all this seems rather a "Trans-school." I like the word tranny is not at all, as a derogatory word that there are few, but for said behavioral therapies I can hardly find a different name. Because what is being asked of me is just ridiculous, and ultimately leads to the fact that I am again pretending that I again put on a spectacle for allegedly not being noticed.

Any indication that I not stand out more since I'm just ME are ignored and even lie on my part explained. Because psychics know it better, to be quite normal and so they know exactly how a woman or a man behaves.

I have already often deliciously amused by this view. But the whole thing to laugh at all sorry, but hit many of them and not have the same strength to resist this nonsense and go your own way.

me that all this will automatically be refused treatment because I am myself and I just do not fill any plate, this is hard and prepared me a lot of worries. But I've been acting for nearly 20 years and have simply had enough of it. I want to finally live out my self and accept only dress code at work - so as all people have - but certainly not in private life. It is nobody's business if I am naked in bed or a man pajamas or wear a negligee.

Nor is someone my sex life to something. I'm an open person and I hardly great taboos, but there is always the opposite to whether I think that man is related to me in terms of (alleged) taboos or whether he would try me auszuquetschen almost. Particularly in the latter case, I will then very quickly stubborn and tell nothing.

I am sorry that the world will dictate to me how I live. Many see me as so revolutionary and even pity me because they think I was going to spend my whole life outside of society. Clearly, many do not like me, but I was never illusions that I could please everyone. Yes, I will not even please the majority. I need but a small circle of select people who keep me. That's all I need. Besides, who among us can claim for your to please all the people to be loved by all people? None. Not one.

The second reason that I refuse a degree is made on the Trans-school that I was considered funny in the male role, as in my Trans role that took part I in my naivety about half a year and thereby nearly lost a very good friend.
But I since I'm putting you on the people react, how I feel is appropriate degree, without thinking what I may say or do now.

Since then of course I am, I'm authentic, and authenticity is ultimately what allows us to be accepted by most others. Who acts as a liar and even if the conduct has lied, is quickly sidelined.

why I say certainly no to a Trans-school as they are from sooo many psychics (for which I have less and less respect left) offered in Germany, Switzerland and probably also Austria and I'm pretty sure that this approach also in many other countries is common.

now I think also that it is the simple overload of the profession. Because they do not manage to "cure" us, do not see this, ergo they try to make us really mad.

Finally, I apologize to the few psychologists and psychiatrists who do not are like that. I'm sure there are those I cherish and a great confidence that it is because he has almost become the last chance to show me that it is reasonable and psychologists are capable of self-criticism. For the following link gave me the rash, with manure to make final conclusion and I think it does much of what is there. Many psychologists can not the simplest things that would be so important for someone who works with people: Criticism of psychology

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Brownie Patch Placement On Sash

Be alert!

I was tonight,
made aware of these singers,
whose message I think is important.

I suddenly nu density, is not intentional but accidental, although so bad, let me stand there and give you the video and its message:



I find Important this because we now that the whole mass of information has to select very well, which we believe to be true and ignore what we have to ultimately form our opinion. Therefore, it is always necessary, cross checking Making the information from various sources in order to ensure the quality of the information. Being of course here is no absolute certainty possible .... unfortunately. In addition, there are more and more, write off of each other and thus must be a cross-comparison can be operated more expensive if the quality is still the same highly desirable.
I therefore hope is always even, that what I write here is of good quality and I will do my best to ensure this.

Sunday, November 8, 2009

Cards Messages For New Baby Twins

What the ... female brain?

As my fellow blogger blogged many times, is at a kind of TS most likely the brain is one of the great causes and I come across evidence suggesting this.

Since I am now moving more in women, it struck me again that I understand them better and they understand me too many times better than it used to be among the men / boys of the case.

Like me since then, if I bring to the language, is also explained again and again, this is not surprising, is the communication between men and women quite differently, and that with my most likely female brain also containing communication difficulties must suffer, when I talk to men - which was played over and led me so constantly before our eyes.

Anyway, there was once again a chat discussion on this subject, led me to dedicate this issue to contribute.

In the course of this discussion I have been in many ways, the eyes open, as there were several situations in my past, respectively, why they eventually became so developed.

example, when I was in the cinema, I could end up usually just say whether I liked the movie or not, technical versions or director's stuff I was interested in rather less, what was with my two best friends differently .. . more or less ... one more, another less ;-)

I was then but are often annoyed that I always explain everything exactly, is why or why not, I liked this or that - in the end it amounted to an ER told me that commented on various things and then either and I said, " Yes, right. " or "no, I did not do that". With a no of course, led back to the fact that I explain myself. What I almost never was ...

Or name ... that's a big thing with me ... uh ... huge problem. I can hardly remember my name, but I usually find it in a roundabout way but out yet who I mean, if the other person knows the person well. This is called memory so far Sorry, not got better * g *

Here are two quotes from the discussion, with the permission of cheap copyists:

Jessica Stephanie Humboldt: angry
Yes they are about us and we do not even at all, with such technical terms we throw around.
songwriter this I could not care whether the brake shoes or collecting thing or snap hook means

Vanita Cabral:
But this networked descriptions of things, the path then that you can not understand men with their more vertical brain and therefore they resent us. We
We need not wonder that we have qualities that men generally be denied completely.

And what is the best.
WE CAN FINALLY TAKE ADVANTAGE!

.....

I am a total bitch (I said that?) And yet I've grown since the switch more "masculine".

As for God's sake, I was there well before? ^ ^

Anyway, I do not trust me now, to represent my opinion. I used to be just like EVERYTHING. A chance to defend myself, I had not before.

particular, the last quotation makes it apply to me, earlier I suppressed everything that was kind of treacherous and hold me back much as possible. Notice was not the best camouflage, so I also added more small.

Dating as an example. Before, I did not dare to be active, I was passive throughout and the occasional active experiments, which were nothing more than to say the least natural disasters. Today, however, I dare to be active, I go sometimes on someone and talk to him / her, what then is either to nem Flirt or just remain a nice conversation. Either way, it was (mostly) pleasant, the comparison to know something.

Sure, now, where has all together slowly and I know who and what I am and I will also slowly realize where I want to go in life when I can be at last I own, ultimately for all Interpersonal is important if it is to work well.

mE Finally, a good summary of what is likely THE explanation at all, for one or the other communication problem between husband and wife.

women solved by means of non-verbal and very little verbal communication pictures of other women who are already in whose head is stored. Whether through experience or character of the brain. Therefore, women can talk about many subjects simultaneously, and require very little verbal communication operate to exchange much information per unit time.

Furthermore, women can communicate and understand emotions without talking. Women just know. In a man to get such pictures is hardly possible to her brain stores mainly facts and does much more extensive than the brain of a woman.

women save more connections, smells, feelings, sensations, and then use this to make clear to men is almost always an impossibility.

As a small Thank you for reading through old when the present contribution, here's a little gift ;-)




Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Ntldr Is Missing Macbook

"normal" problems

On Monday I was again trotting the RAV. This is not about the Red Army organization but the regional placement.

There I learned that the end of my financial support will be a lot sooner than I had previously expected. By 19 January 2010, the last time paid unemployment compensation, then social services would be their turn. I cherish still the hope that I still get a job.

emergency, should I be well "prostitute" but irgendnem lousy paying job and accept, for which I am totally over-qualified. Well, that's life reads constantly and why should it run different about me?

course I looked around and looking for alternatives and a study is in it either way in my life plan but missing me this is simply the money, especially since it ultimately is only a single study that would interest me for over a decade. It is very expensive, highly complex and I'm downright scared of the responsibility that I would take after this course if all of me.

But I still hope that I will someday, somehow fix that I can fulfill my dream and that when I grow only 50 to this.

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Rising Antivirus Free Pro Difference

rape and Interim Report # 3

I was raped several times over the years ... this realization came to me a few minutes.

My completely wrong delivery in hormone levels has forced me to constantly adjust. I was sexually aroused earlier, then had to follow a continuous orgasm. There was no other way, I had to reach the "target".

meaning of the word rape, according to Wikipedia:
"As rape be called certain criminal sexual assault, which persons are exposed against their will."
Granted, it was committed this type the rape, not unless I want to send my testicles in jail - although this idea is not so bad.

Still, it was a sexual assault took place often against my will and to be honest, I feel extremely bad just because of this realization. It is past and something I will hopefully never see again, but right now ... I'm upset this fact.


So now to the positive - my monthly progress report:

puberty 2 / month 3

I am still good with my hormones. It feels constantly correct and that is the bright . Wahnsinn Speaking of ... currently I am a teen as portrayed in each film cheap and drive this one or the other person around me to distraction * g *

I hereby apologize and again as on my current (exceptional) condition * innocent * out gugg

There are no great changes occurred more noticeable breast growth is continuous (rather schmerzbar) and supposedly have my "fertilizer" actions of the scalp have already done something noticeable. I myself see no difference so far, but I flatter myself one.

I do not dare yet to see it as a fact, too good I feel right now the thought of one day to have full hair. So probably my caution, but I have now stepped up my fertilizing and hope to report until next month can testify more accurate.

Speaking of menstrual cycle, I wanted to believe so far, but gradually it seems to be a fact that many (or all) Ultra Feminae a hormone cycle are subjected, as it also have cis-women - which is located at the existing female brain. As for people like us he is not so obvious - even non-bleeding is possible - but it is also difficult to determine if one strong PMS present.

I find my life at present probably as exciting as a teen, all the new impressions and findings, sometimes I feel slightly overwhelmed, but I enjoy it to the fullest :-)

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Denise Milani In The Bath

activist on the Second

As I wrote once before, I became an activist for . Meanwhile, I am drawn more and more in there, for my newly acquired information - particularly in relation to hormones - have created in me a feeling of responsibility, which is almost forcing me to be active. Too much is simply completely wrong, so I consider education as a more pressing.

yesterday morning so I was told by ten clock short of a planned meeting - which will take place at three clock - from various people who have something to do with the topic and, in part, Trans * in quite large detours.

I knew there must be towards me, especially my best friend went well * g *

However, because of the short I had no chance to conjure up any expectations. In any case, I have a positive impression that we were about 30 people, including some sharp-people and intersex person - or two if I am to count xD

Before I digress again, not what nu IS or I want to express my respect and great appreciation that I have for Alec and his crew - in the absence mieserablem memory for names I use crew as a collective name * shame *

We discussed where the issues that prospective partners and, of course, how we want to organize internally. All in all, just a neatly planned and solid organization and I'm finally a little better because I really think it's moving something.

I'm not a man that carried away the other, I am one - often I think unfortunately - to the great mass that can be carried away, if you like something and so I am happy that finally someone found, who tackles this entrainment.


also for this reason: Thanks to all

Teilnehmer_innen

and I will fulfill my part as best as possible and think now even if a degree in one direction or another to our goal, perhaps could be useful and I would also be of interest to tackle it :-)
This would then also have my unemployment respectively, but does my Stellenlosigkeit * g * On a

positive future!

Friday, October 16, 2009

John Deere Snowmobile Track Size

The hair clips Manifesto

translation of:
Whipping Girl: A Transsexual Woman on Sexism and the scapegoating of Femininity
Written by Julia Serano



Hey girls, have you heard? It is now scientifically proven that hair clips are dangerous! Just as bracelets and similar Knick-knacks. That is a fact. And do not be fooled by a hard-boiled macho, who says that "girlish" is boring and frivolous, because this is merely posturing. For as soon as you ask him to keep your handbag short, he will squirm as if your bag would be full of worms and will they keep as far away from his body as possible. This is because "girlish" from this material is that which corresponds to the sexual equivalent of kryptonite.

's true. Just look the fathers who are in a Hello Kitty shop around petrified - like a deer in the headlights. Or as a young person buys his girlfriend flowers and yet so uninterested in doing as possible, the florist when a dozen "something" would like. Therefore, they also buy more roses, and therefore have always engagement rings diamonds. Such things are not romantic, it's clichés - the only flowers and Juwelenart which most men will admit to knowing them. And God forbid that you ever ask your husband, you bring a pack of tampons. (And men, it is true, the cashiers are really thinking, do you buy for yourselves)

"girlish" is dangerous and I should know, because I am a secret double agent. Look, I lived for most of my life as a boy and I have inside information directly from the men's toilets and student residences. Hell, I even used to be at a bachelor party and therefore knows this from first hand. And I have a battle plan for the absolute equality of the sexes, but you have to trust me on this one. So, feminists made sure that it's okay, girls discover that the world of boys. But true equality will only come when boys learn, girlish liking.

So, here's the deal: If you want that your friend treats you with respect, then tell him you'll only sleep with him when he starts in the hair barrettes to wear. I'm not talking like that he does this secretly at home, but the fact that he wears at work. And next time he buys a pair of shoes, take care that there are pumps or ballet flats, best to top with a small loop on it. For as soon as he realized the pure happiness that can give you to wear a dolled-, pink-quality, poofy party dress, he will perhaps last a little more relaxed and detached from the uptight, male pride. And who knows, if he takes down his shield, he will look around and realize that by not turning the world around him so.

You might think it was funny, but it is not a joke. "Girlish" is dangerous so let's use this to our advantage. We really can change the world! For if man were construction workers enough to wear skirts and high-heels, they were not the women behind whistle. If anti-women's rockers and rappers would be enough to cry a tear while suppressing film, they did not have to masturbate on her microphone. If presidents and generals man enough lip gloss and mascara would be borne, they would not constantly have to prove their penis size, by challenging all the time wars. Because the male pride is not really proud of. There is fear, fear to be regarded as feminine. And that is "girlish" as dangerous and as long as men are mortal fear, they will continue to miss the rest of us.


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I can only applaud this easy and I think it might indeed be the way it says Julia Serano in the last sentences and that should give us all quite a bit to think!

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Needforspeedmostwantedimage

Kusi died (?)

For years this guy has me locked and hidden from society. On the one hand, for my protection - as is so common in men yes - but also to pure self-protection.

Fortunately, he came one day with his guilty conscience no longer cope. He came close to ending his life - and mine too. But then he chose me - outlawed by the company - to leave. Since then, I continue to lead our life story.

All who wonder whether Kusi is still available, and I can calm down, he remains a part of me. But one thing is sure, he was not really viable, and so he remained at the stage of technical development of a teenager. However, I've already developed a lot, I took many things in hand, which he herschob steadily ahead.

time again has to clean a woman behind a man ;-)


So much for this "split personality" sounds, so little is really it.

Each person combines several aspects in themselves. For me it was so that one aspect of the other oppressed, which consequently cause an imbalance and thus leads to stress. Constant stress, logically, because the suppression could never really end, unless it was assured that no one else was present.

first I revenged myself, of course, but I'm only human. So I shut off and then on the Kusi suppressed it, but I realized only too quickly that this does not solve our problem. We are one together, and therefore only able to master this life. Therefore, I can also assure that he is here, though not as the main actor. The main culprit I am now and so I ask anyone who knows me more than "pure Kusi" rapidly as possible to get used to my real name. What I do for free - more or less - chose Sun



- How I got my name -

Since my parents only at birth "knew" what I did for a sex ...

*** Sorry, but at such rates I always grin, shaking his head, as indeed could in any case, the sex only from genital subject, while there are still so many other features for this - for society but achso important - pigeonholing are relevant, for example, the brain, actually the most important sex organ ever ***

... they chose a name for all cases for both sexes.

boy = girl = Mark
Andrea Monja

point 1
Mark means the fighters, dating from the Roman war god Mars from

Andrea does the man in custody or modern German, the brave, the brave.

Both meanings are similar, a fighter must be courageous and brave, as well as a brave person is willing to fight.

Item 2
My second first name - caused by the fact that Andrea is in this country as a unisex name - was compelling for me is that it starts with an M. As a kind of homage to my former existence.

long I did not want to accept the Monja, it sounded to me very much to Monica - which was, paradoxically, my mother at all, it sounds like Monica, because she already has a sister with that name and they never name selects that already other people "belong", she knows.

But as a second first name is extremely rare, if relevant at all, I've struggled through me and, now, a little used to it. Especially since it is the only mandatory condition of M as first letter indeed met.



This I wrote this especially for those who still hang on Mark or just Kusi. He is still there, but he has to say not much really, so I request you all very emphatic, me to address by her my name used.

My name is Andrea Monja, shortly Andrea!

Saturday, October 3, 2009

How Can You Shorten Drapes Without Sewing

activist become

Meanwhile, I am not only active here on the blog but also in a working group - as I call it.

This "working group" tries on the one hand a political solution for our rights to fight, but also to find out possible physical causes, and looks for suitable (re) treatment methods to the problem of the felt discrepancy between the self and the body as possible to resolve while permanent preventing injury to the body.

I mean with the I's own identity, their own thinking, opinions, that is all that constitutes a self ultimately and logically belongs to the perceived gender. Which leads in the case of trans-people known discrepancy, which is very likely to be by a body against the brain-sex thrown like myself and especially badhairdays communicated this several times in her blog .

I have tabled in this "working group" recently and because of my prior knowledge in terms of hormones, I am now more in the area investigate on how hormones affect the human organism.
My current literature this is called "Hormone Revolution" (original title: The Miracle of bioidentical hormone) by Dr. Michael E. Platt
The book shows how the one I already mentioned "Dance of the Hormones" very nice can help the relationship, and even if all the complaints against which targeted hormone therapy.

A big downside for me is the book that is enormously railed against doctors, which I think is exaggerated. It might actually give those acting against better knowledge, but if the knowledge is not present, the doctor can hardly be criticized for my opinion one. But these are ultimately just people who also want to have free time and do not operate after 8 hours work all over 8h training. modify

That, however certain pharmaceutical companies for profit one or the other "study result" for their benefit, I can well believe. After millions invested in research and development of a drug, the drug may not be a failure, and therefore it MUST be sellable easy, no matter what it may in need of help because sick people can do. Especially for drugs that take decades have negative effects, they are ultimately not able to identify more than actual cause and it is this, however, are most dangerous because their danger potential is so little known and therefore no one can be warned.

own reason and because of various bad experiences with one or two of my two dozen doctors, I research for several years often themselves about what is possible and what causes may have something. My own results, I will then be able to discuss with my doctor and while at a similar level and not giving me condescending replies that I had no idea and should simply trust him. I do trust a few, but can not because I discuss with these people and I therefore can allay my concerns through discussion and it does not have to displace only.

My very good replacement mechanism has already cost me too many years of my life when I would allow this further. My wish is therefore to start all people to himself to seek more about their own bodies and thus to learn about their own health. Of course, this is a hassle, but for their own health and that of the closest Familien-/Freundeskreises no effort should be spared. In this respect I am not so (more) only activist in the cause of transsexual people but for all people and in turn is in line with my faith.

For help each other, helping all of humanity. If all people less selfish and help each other, then this world would be better to light years.

Friday, October 2, 2009

How To Say Merry Orthodox Christmas

puberty 2 / month 2


Weiss did not quite know where to go on in my review.


had remained the same dosages and still feel pretty good. Only one detail has "aggravated" in a sense.


Even before years I realized I probably have something like "The Days". At that time I ignored it. But for more than a year, I try each note, so I will not miss and so it was until the beginning of hormone a very likely fact that I was "the days" have. Always between the middle and end of the month there are so 5-10 days where I vacillate between shouting for joy and abysmal depression, so sometimes even every minute. This has now slightly worse with correction and balancing of my hormones. However, I am now completely convinced that I am subject to a hormone cycle.


Actually not at all surprising, but the brain is mainly responsible for the hormonal balance, and as my brain is female, even a certain cycle completely logical. Why is he in front of my selbstverschriebenen hormone balance - as I call it - an inconspicuous was, is very likely that the corresponding hormone levels were then reduced and thus the fluctuations, while this cycle fluctuations now - due to the higher hormone levels - increased in intensity.


But like so many things in life, there is also this: When man finally knows what is lost, then he can handle it. Just as there is hope for me too .... :-) I






What I would like to mention is that I do every day for about two weeks, the two hormones (estradiol and progesterone) in addition in gel form of local users. Prog-gel easily diluted with water to the bald areas of the scalp and undiluted in the entire breast area and on the warts courts also have a small dollop of estra-gel.

I am frightened now almost daily, because I can literally watch the breast growth. The only pity is that it not even the hair as fast strikes, but according to others' experiences will also be even better.

Friday, September 18, 2009

Patch Sim City 4 Deluxe 1.1.

Nazi methods today

some it may seem exaggerated, if I use that title, and some may find it even irreverent, but I use those words is anything but thoughtless. Much more I needed a long time to realize that it can not be named differently.

In the local latitudes, especially in German-speaking Trans people simply regarded as a monster, just as the Nazis once did to the Jews.

Just as then, are we walk around this country today (1) forced drawn and very often we are even poisoned by so-called medical experts, not least, we are also forced us not propagate further.

eugenics (2) and forced sterilization - During the National Socialism welcome ways to stop unworthy lives or just to prevent it completely.


We are not forced to wear a star as an indicator and also it is seen not always so open and yet we have to live for years as monsters drawn by human forces us to a so-called to make everyday test . Furthermore, the authorities deny us over a very long period of name and / or marital status change ( 3) . Whereby each showing an identity card, at the same time a forced outing against people whose reactions are unpredictable. Poisoned


we are only slightly, at least at first glance. CPA or cyproterone (4) is - again almost exclusively in this country - like prescribed to counteract masculinization. However, unfortunately, even in the Wikipedia contributions (German and English) is not quite all about it. It is true that the English review after all the side effects of small talk not so drastic and explains the precise mode of action.

It works by blocking the hormone receptors, initially. Later, when this stuff is so taken for prolonged periods of time, it destroys even the receptors, which ultimately leads to various problems. The most obvious is the fact that ultimately, the feminization of our will diminishes, and so some of us are once again forced to come out during 24 hours a day, 7 days a week.

quite likely to occur, however, other complications, very similar to those which also during the so-called climacteric (5) occur of people. It is therefore perfectly possible that trans people are already sent at 20 or 25 in the menopause, and this of course with all the problems that come with that.


eugenics and forced sterilization of low-life.

were ... in Switzerland in the 20th Century until the 1980s, thousands of supposedly "inferior" hereditary "forcibly sterilized ....
Wikipedia

exactly the same thing happening to us. It is in the nature of things that the male-to-female GAOP (6) sterilization brings with it, respectively, it is much more a castration (7) . From this fact out, it is even "desirable". But this is not synonymous with the desire not to have children of their own. Why should be given the opportunity to freeze sperm.
However, since this is a circumvention of forced sterilization, should this be banned - but this is pure conjecture on my part.

In a female-to-man GAOP other hand, neither the removal of the gonads or uterus cogently why this is here is clearly a human rights violation. For it is this is a violation of Unversertheit of man, which is not medically necessary.

for an adjustment of personal status, more specifically, the registered sex above castration is mandatory in many countries.





  1. This is especially the German speaking part of Europe meant
  2. eugenics was long practiced openly in Switzerland
  3. Contains among other things, sex allocation, see also:
    Wikipedia - Individual
  4. CPA - cyproterone on Wikipedia
  5. menopause or male menopause
  6. sex reassignment surgery, in which the sex body to the brain sex is aligned
  7. In a sterilization only "lines" separated.
    case of castration, however, the gonads - ovaries or testes - removed

    On the subject of castration Luke wrote in his Blog

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Denisr Milani Skins Forum

Kopflos

by Charlotte Kerner, Piper Verlag

this book I have just to the end and read leads me at once to write this post.

The book is a Ganzkörper-/Kopftransplantation (Depending on the perspective, it's one or the other). It tells the fictional story of two people who merge with an operation to a person and how this affects the direct environment, but also on the person. lives because now the one man that the body makes up the bulk of the new man or determined but the head of it all?

This question goes to the book and I find this question very justified.

Both are important, especially people with a body image that does not fit on the body, it felt very good. Because we are ultimately of the two and both parts, ie head and body, determine our essence, form our "spirit" and when the two parts do not like each other, then the maturation of the "spirit" is disturbed. For if a man himself totally different experience than the outside world, leaving this track and out - at least in my case - to ensure that the development is stopped, the man is stuck. In my case, I was long stuck at 16 years.

wrote in a previous post I also want my body long regarded as unimportant, as something that is not really up to me and ultimately for the brief moment in which We also live in it is irrelevant.


met this time in part. Today, however, not more. Meanwhile, I've already taken so much to me that body and mind can become one, that have now been reported even initial success and perhaps even more will follow.

In the book "It Takes Two" is born from these two men, after a third person took over some of the previous entities, but also much to be discovered again and decided.

me this all seems very familiar. First "was" I am the man who tried to live his life. Then "was" I am the woman who finally frees himself almost lost in the big wide world. Now I, I am. I am the woman I was always inside it. I have finally found after nearly 28 years and can finally live life without having to adjust it just may be.

Some people do not feel that I may be simple. But such ignorant, I can safely ignore myself and sometimes I might make it to convince one or other of them with arguments of my existence. But only if I just stand to fight me - which is rare - because basically I do not see why I have to justify my existence.

Rather, I often ask myself: a small part of Nazi thought is still more people stuck guess when we all? More people might think that there are poor people, as can be?


I hope not too many believe that something like that.

for me, I just wonder sometimes whether various felons have a right to exist, but this is also another wide-ranging discussion.

Monday, March 9, 2009

How To Prevent Air Force Ones From Creasing

Dear Ms. Marcus,

In her opening address to the first issue as editor in chief of the Cologne newspaper theater act to raise you with the words: "In a angregende, lively, joyful discussion of the future act."

This calls for a joyous culture of discussion I would like to meet, but you have placed in your criticism of our production of Shakespeare's The Merchant of Venice "to start a heated discussion.


criticism begins with these words: "While Israel to the Gaza Strip lays in ruins, is shown in the Severin-Burg-Theater of Shakespeare's most popular evenings." What is your riding you, your criticism with these words to start? Would it too much had to write the following: "While there is the Gaza Strip and Israel in the war" it is not expected of you, some, albeit heavy, but true at this point but necessary Objetivität? You know only too well that Hamas, which controls the Gaza Strip, demands not only the death of Israel, but also the distinct Palestinian people, it dares to deal critically with itself, followed tortured and murdered. For the opponents of Israel in the Gaza Strip, we are dealing with a gang of murderers who are not only cheered every dead Israeli child, but also takes its own people hostage to their own ideology.

the criticism would therefore may well begin with these words: "While Hamas Jewish and Palestinian people for the sake of their ideology of murder, is shown in the Severin-Burg-theater one of the most popular Shakespeare evenings." This you have not done so and are therefore in dangerous proximity to a terrorist group. So instead of neutral, position and place Israel as damning something dar. This will be granted, but with the same law, I wonder how you come to your position.

It took me almost ashamed, as you work hard and your newspaper with the picture of the poisoners and murderers of Israel? In a time when the Jews ban in Europe to their synagogues must, as in the first weeks of 2009 on synagogues and community centers in France, England, Belgium, Sweden and Germany arson attacks were perpetrated in a time when protesters who dare to show solidarity with Israel be attacked with iron bars (in Munich) and pipe bombs (in Malmö) - all of course, apologized to the Israeli actions in Gaza - this time with fire so you, too. German police officers forced

While the raging mob in the street burst into private homes in order to remove an Israeli flag, as happened recently in Duisburg, while Jews and non-Jews do well in Germany from Israel not to defend its existence, if they would like their health, while criticism of Israel is characterized by bias and lack of empathy for the suffering of Israelis, formulate a sentence of one side can not be thought .

go In your criticism you sharply into Served with journalist Alex TESTING, who has kept our production around one evening a lecture on "Israelktitk as a new anti-Semitism." First of all, I dare you to point out that you were not present that evening and therefore can not know what was discussed this evening. I find that fact quite remarkable, when you consider how much you trust nevertheless, to make a ruling on this discussion. Looks like the journalism of the new act? Well, you must be admitted that you at least talk FEUERHERDT had been sent by me, so therefore have at least part of its contribution read, but all other parts of the evening you have not heard! So they were not present, dare yet, the Severin-Burg-theater setting to certify the following:

says "In Hendrik M.Broder-fire fashion [TESTING] that criticism of Israel is fundamentally anti-Semitic. No matter how many civilians in the Gaza Strip, killing and illegal settlements in the West Bank to be built. "

This statement of yours is simply an outrageous lie, born of a non-paid search and thus not worthy of a journalist. I allow myself to you at least have the decency to assume that you at least know about your journalistic negligence.

keeps you not, however, depend on to suggest that the Severin-Burg-theater, it would use the inviolable for Israel's right to "strike back brutally."

draw not only the image of a brutal acting of Israel, but call Severin also the Castle Theatre brutal. Again, this is allowed you, because they have to fear anything, except this letter from me. While Many a self-proclaimed defender of the rights of Palestinians in Europe (sic) attacks Synogogen and people and demands the death of Israel, I reach back only to words. So you need not fear if you criticize me. May I point out, however, that it is the other way round quite different. Who dares to ask critical of Hamas, who must fear for his health and his life. In Munich, demonstrators were recently attacked with iron bars and the police had great difficulty to overcome this attack and to guarantee the integrity of the Hamas opponents. Denmark (sic) was recently shot two Israelis (Doppel-SIC!).

May I also point out that I will be demoted to a US-American Nazi-page to a sub-human, bear the indirect call to draw the consequences? While your critique of the Severin-Burg-theater thus only provides for a dispute that costs you more than a few hours of debate, I pay regular taxis at night as I was on the way home from the theater not only in the streets of Cologne feel more secure. In this environment, you still feel it now necessary to explain myself to a man who breaks a lance for the brutality.

However, arguing neither I nor Alex TESTING or Severin's Castle Theater for brutality. We would only point out that is labeled in the general discourse of Israel as a brutal, while in others it is just and tolerant, especially more extreme brutality. The Severin-Burg Theater-only criticized the double standards, the violence is particularly noted when it comes from Jews, Israelis, respectively. That's what you do, too, if you describe in your article, but Israel as a brutal, but lose no word on the other side.

This, Mrs. Marcus, is anti-Semitic! It is anti-Semitic when Israelis on a different measuring stick as to all other countries will be created. It is anti-Semitic, when Israelis on the most radical View port, while one is in other countries and people groups conciliatory. This "criticism of Israel is anti-Semitic! It is also anti-Semitic, a discussion that dares to this double standard to point to as "fire manner" to call, knowing that fired real fire rates from European synagogues and people, as has happened in recent months in Germany and neighboring countries!

Never has the Severin-Burg-Theater or Alex TESTING expressed his support for brutality, the opposite. Alex TESTING and Severin's Castle Theater arise even on the side of the Palestinians by focusing on the real danger of the Palestinians Indicating namely Hamas! The speech is clearly there! Hamas is there, and with it thousands of people on German streets, calling for the death of Israel. This is brutal. Not our theater!

It is not brutal, if you dare to point out that Israel in the discourse sharper than any other country in the world is criticized. In an almost manic obsession to only 0.1089% of the total world population, because this is the percentage of Israelis on the ground, the UN provides a people, the very special attention has to become part. Thus, while 99.9% of the world are viewed with an almost Christian charity, have the remaining 0.1% of the full wrath of the Enlightenment load on their shoulders. All Jews of the world taken together give just 0.22% of the total population. 99.78% of the population are thus provided by non-Jews. Yet there is still the honest belief that Jews and Israelis in particular were the major problems for world peace. It is almost amusing how many people believe this. But if one asks, even as the Dutch (0.25% of total population), Germans (1.22%), Chinese (19.5%), Muslims (19.26%), or the Christians (31.11%), was ordered look, most people just totally confused, just as if you have just asked an absurd question.

It is here a very special form of anti-Semitism can be found, tolerated the Jews as long as they allow themselves to become victims. As long as Jews are rejecting violence victims, as long as they use such as Lessing's "Nathan the Wise" than their rhetoric as a weapon if you know the words "Never mind! The Jew is burned!" be received smashed, just as long as they remain entirely peaceful, as long as they are the Christian people welcome. But when they start to fight back, suggests the alleged sympathy into bitter apathy.

The Jew has to be understanding, forgiving, and above all, to be loved by his environment. It is this requirement of the Christian world Jews, the Jew Shylock is Shakespeare in The Merchant of Venice 'undoing. In this comedy, was written 150 years before "Nathan the Wise", we find a Jew who, like all other figures is a very ordinary man who at some point simply refuses, the shame of oppression simply accept Sun While all Christians are in this comedy is not by Shakespeare is able to live their own Christian principles, they demand that the Jews just this practice and punish him even more violent, as it turns out that he is not the law of love would follow necessarily or can. Shylock wants and can not be better than all other people. He is not superman and does this with the following words to the point: not

If a Jew eyes? Hath not a Jew hands, organs, tools, senses, affections, passions? With the same food fed, hurt with the same weapons, subject to the same diseases, healed by the same means, warmed and cooled by the same winter and summer as a Christian? If you prick us do we not bleed? If you tickle us do we not laugh? If you poison us, we not die? And if you wrong us, shall we not revenge? If we are like you in all things, we want you in that's the same. If a Jew wrong a Christian, what is his humility? Revenge. If a Christian wrong a Jew, what should their patience be by Christian example? Well, revenge.

Shylock, in contrast to Nathan, a man with feelings and fears. As any person who is threatened and attacked, he will defend himself, protect his life and his environment necessary even put in fear and terror, this is the only way so as to preserve their own lives.

Burkhard Schmiesters staging points precisely to this cause. The shame and violence that has happened to Shylock proposes to Shakespeare in absolute revenge. Burkhard Schmiester dares even in his production, to draw the vicious cycle of revenge by those not penetrated. Of course, Shylock is unmenschmlich revenge, but why we notice the inhumanity on until you take possession of a Jew? Why this inhumanity is not controlled with the same vehemence as Shylock was the victim?

revolves around this question is Burkhard Schmiesters production and is therefore not a plea for an alleged Niebelungenallee loyalty to Israel that you believe to be discovered in this production with a distorted view.

Why, and this question is now directed to you, Mrs. Marcus, why do you strike on Israel and the Severin's Castle Theater on while you keep silent in your article then? Storming and urgency I ask you this Issue with the request to reply, hoping that you will be aware of your bias, which has brought me and my theater in quite unfairly in a bad light.

throw ourselves in error, not to be objective and make yourself your own lack of objectivity on display.

"If you wrong us, should we not revenge?"

With these words, Shylock, I would like to end my letter.

Sincerely,
gerd Buurmann