rejoice dear readers, in my life, it is once again under it and over it and I can handle the best here in this blog. Why else.
Many times I wrote about several clues that suggest to me on intersex, now it is again .... one.
I had last night a considerable amount of blood in the stool, after which I remembered that I had ever been since the beginning of hormone and the year before that two or three times. Then simply dismissed as a violation, but what else was unconscious as registered, since I now remember it.
I discussed this then 2:00 to 4:30 clock in the morning with a good friend who is in a gray area regarding gender knows very well and even better in terms hormones. Anyway, they said, they may have endometriosis.
excerpt from Wikipedia :
Whether that is true now, is of course a doctor to clarify. But ... what does this mean exactly for me, put me in slight panic.
Endometriosis is a common benign but often painful, chronic disease in women, the uterine lining (endometrium) outside the uterine cavity (ectopic) occurs. As the normal endometrium changes also the ectopic endometrium during the menstrual cycle. Endometriosis usually occurs in the lower abdomen or pelvis.
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be spread on to the vaginal wall and the bowel may occur.
would be pure theory, the presence of endometriosis thus a pregnancy for me not only improbable and impossible. This thought fills me
one hand with joy and panic. I had it with this possibility in principle completed. But also like the joy for me, because it could Finally, what are completely different.
I myself will finally keep a menstrual cycle, I had so far failed to do this out of disbelief, and thus determine expected to be able to determine whether this "bleeding" is one, as they have so many other women.
If this happens, I would like it or not again be examined for IS. I had this but stopped because XY chromosomes and ultimately I just wanted to hormones, without being given only years of research on me.
As I said, good and bad grade is again close together ....
Just think of it, the cycle should be repeated this bleeding now, I had my new gynecologist lied when I told him I had never had a bleeding ;-)